Forgive Me Not

I ever met someone whom I adored so much. 

He was an oldie, but a goldie.

I remember we had so many things in common, but most importantly, we both love reading.

I’ve never read any Japanese author, ‘till he introduced me to Haruki Murakami.

I remember one time he told me that he finished 1Q84 on the plane, that I should read it too.

That was when I began to fall in love with Murakami. 

He caused it and I ain't complaining.

One night I was such in anger.

We had big argument that I told him to go away.

Never had I ever thought he would be gone right away.

I only known him not in real life, which he decided to cut off all our connection.

He stopped talking to me since, which left me in such a regret to let go of a nice soul.

Ugly Truth

Have you ever felt so happy and then turn to be so sad all at once?
I have.
I was happy two hours ago. Now? I’m so f—king sad for no reason.
It was mainly about something that has been going on during this week I think.

Lovey dovey shit between two love birds that fucked up, and you are happened to be in between them.
To tell the truth, I once had feeling for the guy. Yet again, reality rarely lives up to high expectations.

It took me almost a year to realize the white lies. What a fool, right?
I’ve been so foolish to get involved in such a stupid game which well-played by a player whom such a dick himself. I even ever cried for him, once!

I was in pain.
But, why? He wasn’t even mine.