Nothing But Coincidence

October 20^th, 2016

Coincidence? Probably.

It’s been a long time since the last time I spoke to him. The last time we spoke, he was so upset because I got a boyfriend. It wasn’t my fault, was it? Him and I had no relationship, at all. Just a regular friend, yet he got mad at me when I’m taken then deleted me on Skype.

In a boring night after a little fight with Mr. So Called Boyfriend, I got onto a random site that I used to go a lot in the past. It was the place where I met him actually. Yet, that night I wasn’t expecting to meet anyone that I’ve ever spoken to, but… I guess it’s not my lucky night.

On the other side of the line, there he lies on his chest, in that familiar bed. Those bright blue eyes, that pretty nose, and those beautiful pink lips of him are still there, completing his gorgeous face. He was smiling once he saw me. Then he said hi to me, asked how am I doing, and stuff.

I was really surprised that he wasn’t mad anymore. He seemed happy when he saw me. Still the same smile that I used to see back then. I answered his questions politely, without any tension to make him feel like I was giving him any sign of “let us start it all over again”.

After some awkward convo, I finally told him that I was gonna head off to bed. It was indeed only my excuse. He said bye and also blew me a kiss. I only responded it with a wave and bye him.

5 minutes later, I logged in to my Skype account to see if I have new messages or not. Guess what? There he is. I found a contact request saying,

“[10/20/2016 10:29:13 PM] *** j van be would like to add you on Skype. Hallo Astri Rizki, ik wil u graag als contactpersoon toevoegen. ***”

My heart stopped for a bit. I was really surprised that he added me back after all these times. Yet, I’ve made up my mind not to have anything ever again with him. He was only one of guy in the past that would never be exist in my present and also in the future.